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Posted on 3rd Mar at 4:42 PM, with 24 notes
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weaving on our ends | Mature | 37.6K

Author: @sara-smiling | @sereinpetrichor | serein95 on Twitter/X

Artists: @strawberrysh0rk & @hawkinsleather | hawkinsleather on Twitter/X

Beta/Sensitivity Reader: @upallnightogetloki

Summary

In the era after Vecna and (hopefully) the end of Upside Down-related chaos, Steve Harrington picks up a hobby passed to him with love and care, honoring a found family tradition.

He finds peace in the art of crocheting: making things with his hands and sharing them with those he loves. From the adults who became the parental figures he never really had, to the kids who thrust themselves into his life and will likely never leave, along with the gang of misfits he calls his friends. Especially the one who is unexpectedly stealing his heart.

With each new crocheting project, Steve shows his love for them in all the ways he knows how and slowly learns how to receive it in return.

Or, the 5 crochet projects Steve gives to everyone + the 1 project he makes just for Eddie.

Project 287 | Fic on AO3

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Posted on 17th Apr at 1:56 PM, with 6,826 notes

even-disco-baby:

THOUGHT GAINED: INFERNAL ENGINES

PROBLEM

The world is ending. You know it, your neighbor knows it, the dealer knows it, the jailer knows it, the king and all his men know it. All one has to do is look around to see it— the future is curdling into something pale and incorporeal. The infernal machine that is this stupid world is going to blow, sooner rather than later. So what are you doing? Why are you still here? Why is anyone still here?

SOLUTION

You are doing the only thing worth doing. You are living. *Why,* you ask? Try and remember now. Remember your mother’s hand on your shoulder. Remember the taste of a fresh catch. Remember the times when you were kind to the dogs in the valley and they did not bare their teeth. Remember the weight of a child on your shoulders. Remember the stars throwing their light against the wall of sodium and smog. Remember singing until your throat was raw. Remember crying just as loudly and publicly, and the gentleness with which someone opened your curled fist and pressed a handkerchief into your palm. Crying, laughing, running, eating, screaming, haunting, loving, fighting, fighting, fighting. The fight fuels you, and you fuel the fight. You run yourself ragged just for a chance to keep running. You never stop. You cannot stop. The world depends on it. *You* are the infernal engine. You are the world. And, simply put: you want to live.

Posted on 18th Mar at 11:22 AM, with 27,105 notes

hadeantaiga:

hadeantaiga:

The queer community is full of hurt people.

This can lead to a knee-jerk reaction when we hear someone else say “I am hurt”. We look at them and say “shut up, you’re not as hurt as me because you have X privilege”.

This leads to femme afab queers being told “you can pass and hide as cishet, you’re not as hurt as queer women who look queer, you’re just complying with the patriarchy’s ideals for beauty, you’re hurting the queer community, you’re anti feminist.”

It leads to masc afab people, whether trans men or nonbinary or genderqueer etc, being told everything from “you’re not as hurt, you can pass as a cis man” to “you have no desire to transition, you still look like a girl, shut up”.

It leads to trans amab people who are nonbinary or genderqueer or agender etc, who still dress or look “masculine”, being told that they are “unsafe” for queer spaces, that they don’t belong at a “women and nonbinary meeting”, that they are “basically just cis men trying to escape accountability”.

It leads to asexuals being told “you don’t even feel sexual attraction, the thing we’re ostracized for! how could you possibly be oppressed? You’re just straight and a prude” and aromantics being told “you’re just straight and like casual sex, get over yourself” and both being told “you’re just a cishet who wants to steal resources”.

I have heard every single kind of queer person say “I have been harmed and ostracized by the queer community”. Lesbians, gay men, bisexuals and mspec people, trans people, aroace people - every single one of us has expressed feeling ostracized by our own community.

On the plus side, this means you’re not alone. Your group isn’t the only one facing this. You have allies!! Other queer people who have gone through what you’ve gone through!

We need queer unity. We need to stop attacking each other. If you feel the urge to say “shut up, my group has been hurt MORE”, go take a walk. Remember that every single one of us has been hurt.

Bringing this post back because it applies directly to the concept of lateral aggression. I didn’t know that term when I wrote this, but that is exactly what I am describing here: the ways we as queer people hurt each other.

Let’s stop hurting each other, ok?

Posted on 9th Mar at 2:46 PM, with 1,142 notes

henderdads:

Eddie pulls out his phone as soon as he gets back into his car, pulling up his messages with Chrissy.

I’m going to marry my dentist

He can’t get him out of his mind the whole way home. Dr. Harrington has to be the hottest person he’s ever met in his entire life. He’d even done a ring check and was pleased when he found that his left ring finger was bare.

It also does not help in the slightest that he’d been extremely flirty and Eddie could not stop thinking about what else he could do with his hands while they were in his mouth.

That sounds sexier than it actually was, considering Dr. Harrington was giving him a filling and his entire face was numb at the time.

Thankfully his phone buzzes, pulling him out of his thoughts.

Get his number

You don’t understand. This man’s ass is incredible.

He is soooooo fine. 🥵

Were any of the dental hygienists hot? 😉

His best friend is the receptionist. I think you’d like her!

Wait, I was joking!

But really, you should get his number.

Next time when I go back for my permanent crown. Maybe I’ll get the receptionists number for you too. 😉

I s2g if you chicken out

Eddie laughs to himself as he checks her latest reply, walking up to their apartment.

Chrissy practically throws herself at him the minute he opens the door.

“Oh my god you have to tell me everything!”

“My face is still numb.”

Chrissy rolls her eyes. “Not the filling Ed. I don’t care about that.”

“Ouch. You don’t care about my dental health?”

“Not what I meant. Tell me about Dr. Dreamy.”

Eddie scrunches his nose up at that. “What, are we in Grey’s Anatomy now?”

“That’s Mcdreamy, dumbass.”

“Okay fine, just google search Dr. Steven G. Harrington and you’ll get what I mean.”

“I doubt it, considering I am very much a lesbian.”

“Oh, come on Chris!”

Chrissy giggles as she pulls her phone out. “I’m kidding!” She pauses as she searches him and gasps as she looks back up at him. “Oh my god! Eddie he’s a jock!!!!”

“A hot, perfect, incredible jock.” Eddie corrects.

“You are already so down bad.” Chrissy says, running a hand over her face.

“I’m in love. He flirted with me the whole time.”

“When you were numb and he had his hands in your mouth?”

“Hey, I can show him what my mouth can do.”

“Ew!” She shrieks, throwing one of the couch pillows in his direction.

Eddie catches it and chucks it back at her, falling down onto the couch next to her. “But seriously Chris, you need a new dentist anyway and you would love Robin.”

“Robin’s the receptionist?” She asks curiously.

Eddie nods. “And his best friend. From what I gather they’re really close, like us.”

She sighs and pulls out her phone. “What’s her last name?”

Eddie grins, knowing they’re in for a good social media stalking session. “Buckley.”

I plan on continuing so let me know if you’d like to be added to a taglist! 🩷

Posted on 7th Mar at 6:44 AM, with 1,914 notes

beeehiives:

Give me Baker!Steve who wakes up at four and gets into the bakery at five to start preparing ingredients and heating up the equipment.

Give me Bartender!Eddie who’s getting off work around the same time, who always stops by the shop to bother (read: flirt with) the hunky baker man and snag some left over pastries from the previous day.

Steve always complains, but leaves the shop door unlocked anyway. Eddie’s always a little ruffled from his long shift, and the way he leans into Steve’s space from tiredness always makes him shiver.

After months of this, Eddie doesn’t come into the shop one morning.

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Posted on 7th Mar at 2:38 AM, with 550 notes

steddiealltheway:

Something that is canon in my mind that I forget to tell people:

The reason why Steve can’t get bitches in his Scoops Ahoy era is because there’s a rumor going around that he’s gay (probably because someone caught him hooking up with Eddie)

Posted on 7th Mar at 2:08 AM, with 164 notes

danadaria:

STEDDIE BIGBANG23 - MASTERPOST

So… I did a thing.

I put together a spreadsheet with all the published works from the @steddiebang 2023.

This spreadsheet includes fics, art, podfics, and almost every link shared by the authors and artists :)

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Posted on 6th Mar at 12:06 AM, with 2,453 notes

undreaming-fanfiction:

I love a good florist Steve, but what I love even more is a good but naturally bitchy florist Steve.

He’d have his own flower shop and years of dating experience behind his belt. He is not just a good boyfriend, he is THE good boyfriend. Going to his shop isn’t just to buy a bouquet of flowers, oh no. It’s a whole relationship coaching thing, he teaches husbands to do better, gives courage to teenagers asking their crushes out, gives advice regarding flower language to elderly ladies who just want to be slightly passive-aggressive…you know, the normal thing.

He has a catalogue with flower pictures to help people who have no idea what the flowers are called, they just know they were orange and didn’t easily wilt.

He shows a local teenager the cheaper but still fancy options and throws in a bunch of free flowers that aren’t really up to his standards. “Okay, you say she likes pink flowers. Does she like things to be a bit more decorated or does she prefer simplicity? You don’t know? Okay, can you describe what she normally wears? No, I’m not being creepy, but you can sometimes tell the person’s preferences from their clothes. Now answer or leave dateless.”

He chats with the elderly ladies of Hawkins when they ask for a flower to gift to their fellow church ladies when they host their meetings. He cackles when he hears some of their orders. “Oh wow, Ethel, a yellow hyacinth? Would you like a gift card with that, something like sorry you’re such a jealous hag? No? Of course I know the meaning, it’s my job.”

“Are you expeting her to say yes to the date with that atrocity on your face? Yes, I know it’s a moustache. But it’s also an atrocity. Shave it and thank me later. Now, would you like a ribbon for that bouquet?”

And most of all, he grills the unlucky conservative men in Hawkins who come to him for flowers for their wives without any idea what they like. “I see, so you want something pretty. What does your wife like? Flowers? Well, that’s not specific. What kind of dresses does she wear? Expensive? Can you tell me anything about your wife’s personality? …nagging. No, I can’t just mix something together, unlike you, I take pride in gift giving. Okay. I don’t think this is a shop for you. Yes, that’s what I’m saying, I won’t play a part in your wife’s disappointment. Oh sure, go take your money elsewhere, but I can give you this advice for free - you married a unique human being, so treat her like one. And if you really want a happy marriage - maybe come back when you learn something about her as a person. No need for that language, have a good day, sir.”

For those that are more receptive, he goes through their partners’ personalities and hobbies, suggesting date options and absolutely roasting the bad ones. “A football match. When your girlfriend hates sports. I don’t care if it’s your boys playing, you can try telling her that this is important to you and you’ll take her out another time, but if you try to pass this as a date, you’ll be single before you say "sorry”. A date is for you as a pair, not for you only.“

But the best thing his shop brings him is Eddie Munson, who sneaks in, absolutely ready to be roasted, and asks for a bouquet of bright colorful flowers for his best friend Chrissy. "She just got divorced from her asshole husband and I want to show her that she can have nice things. Platonically. But she deserves so much more. Uh…she really loves warm colors, so maybe yellows and oranges? What are they called…gerberas! She likes gerberas! And she likes things to be a bit messy and imperfect, so maybe some leaves there as well? A green ribbon would be nice.”

And Steve just beams at him as he gets to work and says “Oh wow. Whoever your partner is, they are so lucky if you remember all of these things even for your friends. Makes a guy jealous.”

Eddie just wiggles his eyebrows at Steve and mutters, “that position’s sadly open. Has been for a while. Interested?” and he almost faints against the counter when Steve turns around.

Eddie is ready to run.

But Steve just fluffs his hair, reapplies his lipgloss and asks: “Where do I apply?”

Posted on 6th Mar at 12:01 AM, with 141 notes

hotluncheddie:

Memories of somethin’ even smoking weed does not replace.

wc: 3.3k | cw: alcohol, weed | rated: E | part: 2/2 | tags: pre/post s4 au, handjob, hurt/comfort, raised catholic steve harrington

part 1 | ao3

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00:20 January 4th: Basement 

It’s nice, Steve thinks, down here in the basement. Where theres a hazy cloud of smoke from a group in the other corner, cigarettes and weed mixing. Where Steve can relax, let his mind wander to how it smells the same down here as Eddie’s hair had when he leaned towards him on the staircase. 

His mind floats there. In the pews, thinking about Eddie. It makes Steve’s knees itch. 

He slipped down to the basement because he had to. Too many people up there with solid plans of how to get out. Too many who already made it, visiting Hawkins like a novelty, a little trip to some place you can associate with the past, separate from the present. 

They kept trying to draw him in, upstairs, wanted to get to know the guy with the good aim. Some of them don’t even know about King Steve. He’s just some guy, too some, up there. Steve doesn’t know what’s worse. 

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Posted on 5th Mar at 11:44 PM, with 48,113 notes

honeydewcorporation:

redavexat:

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Tried to figure out how I’ve been running these things and I came up with this

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Posted on 5th Mar at 12:14 AM, with 106 notes

hitlikehammers:

there is a tree as old as me

rating: teen
tags: future fic, outside POV, trespassing, established relationship, engaged steddie💍
for@kallisto-k at my BIRTHDAY MONTH PROMPT FEST for the prompt: To Build A Home—The Cinematic Orchestra: ‘and now, it’s time to leave and turn to dust // out in the garden where we planted the seeds // there is a tree as old as me

She catches the trespassers by chance, really.

She’s awake early even for her routine, age doing nothing for the capacity to sleep in on a good day but her hip’s been a trial, and she needs buy a new mattress but Richard’s insistent he can’t bear to sleep on a stone slab, Patricia, good god—she wants to get one of those Select Comforts that splits their settings between two sides as a compromise; he argues those are for lesser mortals, which she’s long learned has evolved in recent years to mean not just that he thinks he’s above something in general, but more now that he thinks he’s better than technological advances.

And Patricia Harrington has standards, certainly, but she can also recognize when

She’s also old enough to remember when ‘new’ was an opportunity to throw her Black Card and gloat a little in the rush of the novelty, the momentary shine until the next new thing appeared to repeat the cycle.

She might be feeling her years, but she doesn’t understand when her husband got so damn old.

At least he’s still savvy enough to the time that they’ve got an airtight security system for the house itself, given the trespassers—more likely would-be-burglars, given the evaluation they’d just paid taxes on for the property—that she spies out the window, hears where she cracked the window in the kitchen to light a cigarette as she brews an early coffee.

Maybe Richard will agree to motion sensors for the yard, if she tells him about these…miscreants.

They’re moving carefully, like they don’t want to be seen, or more likely caught—suspicious, obviously—but they’re also moving like the know where they’re headed, as if they’re familiar with the space they’re traversing even in the pitch dark: even more suspect, really, and she wonders if they’ve cased the home, adds full-property camera surveillance to her list of proposals for reevaluating their security.

“I can’t believe you convinced me to—“ she barely catches the hiss from one of the criminals from across the yard, but it doesn’t last.

It doesn’t last because the second party drags the first close and: the lighting’s horrible, the moon’s crescent at best, but there’s really only one thing to be doing when two bodies press close, and then break apart with a pop she makes out on the breeze and, well. She was young, once.

“Believe it, baby,” the second trespasser rumbles low, and, oh, good god: “we gotta hit all the landmarks.”

They’re men. They’re both of them men and they were just—

Landmarks?” the first one hisses sharper, this time, and Patricia…she doesn’t care nearly as much as Richard does about what people do in their bedrooms that she personally doesn’t agree with.

But this isn’t anyone’s own bedroom. This is her lawn.

“Of our story,” the second one, he—he—has got such curly hair she likely would have assume it was a very tall women, if it weren’t for the voice; “all our highlights.”

“What, exactly, was—“ the first man, he sounds a little exasperated as he whispers, but…fond. Fond like Patricia hasn’t heard in…well.

A very, very long time, at least.

“Here,” the curly haired fiend traipsing her property stops at a redbud tree Richard had always despised, said it looked tacky, common. Patricia canceled every removal service he’d had whichever secretary he instructed to send.

The second man turns, moves slow toward the tree before reaching, placing a hand on the trunk almost carefully, reverently. There’s something…familiar about him. The shape of his face, the way the the coif of his hair catches in shadow—

“My nanny used to tell me this tree was planted the year I was born, that it grew up with me,” and oh, oh, that’s, he’s—“so that I’d have to eat my vegetables and stuff, if I wanted to see it grow.”

He sounds so nostalgic, so soft at the edges; Patricia doesn’t know if she’s ever heard her son sound like that.

Because that’s who it is; why he seemed familiar even at a distance.

Even if she hasn’t seen or heard from Steven in nearly twenty years.

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